bb finally back

bb suddenly sign off. terkejut to know emergency sign off. actually b4 bb too pain liao, then better to sign off rather than all the suffering.

bb back oso a lot thing happening happily la. makan makan. shop shop. kai kai. most important is go genting. say many time oledi n finally we went to genting. actually oso a lot unker auntie go in morning. dun play play. all go gambling one. so take 12.30 bus. n reach the 1 something. check in and straight go theme park play. not bad la. but dunno y thursday oso so bloody full with ppl. they all no need go school one ga?

dun care la. dis is hapi trip wif bb. so must kai kai happily wif bb. then play round round the cup. kena bb buli. pusing a bit feel hungry. fast fast go eat.

walking around, shop, play n most importantly, sohai fall trap to the lucky shot for the teddy bear. saw one unker play n kena so easily. then when i play, suddenly saw him jump into the counter onli i realise sohai is me kena tipu rm50 jor.

the most important thing has been done. now bb balik kg oledi. mommy n daddy sure veli miss her ge la. sure let bb go bac lu. now wait bb come again. or green light go tanah merah yeah yeah. c got luck or nto ^_^

bb in my dream

some days ago, received bb ge email. japanese doctor gave the med seem not working at all. were relief a while after some good news n now more bad news. can onli hope bb sign off soon. now bb stick to porridge n simple food again. n bb totally lost 10kg. in just 4 months, 10kg is a lot. dis is not slimming center. dis is malnutrition oledi. so now a bit woli again. duno how bb look like now.

n when my sleeping time, bb ge face pop out a lot times. smilling at me. those smile so pretty. but its onli a dream. how i hope bb is by my side giving me her sweet smile all over again. but now is july. soon aug. bb signing off soon after 5 months min. just can c bb a while b4 bb balik kg to go makan angin at bangkok wif her family.

bro now oso bac hometown, its good they one big hapi family go vacation once a while de. bb now on da way to miri. veli soon can receive call from her once she arrive. then will go either kerteh or pd. if kerteh, its easier for her to sign off n balik tanah merah. if pd, i haf chance to c her 1 or 2 days. if onli if..... c my luck lu.

now i wish bb in good health. miss bb so much. let me dream more of u to cure my missing sickness for u ^_^

love bb so so much

bb got stomach ulcer??

MIA for few weeks. 2 weeks in south africa to watch world cup and 1 week for jetlag. or plain lazy?? but my heart kenot stop lazy to think tat bb suspect herself got stomach ulcer. seem like all the symptom oso pointing to stomach ulcer as well. stool is either black or got blood wif it. been quite sometimes. bb said when hungry, sure pain. so bb been carrying biscuit wif her even during working time.

n wat i can do?? i m few thousand kilometres from her. the best i can do is search net n advice bb do and don't. it is reli heartbreaking tat ur love one not feeling well, n u kenot do anything physically to help her. onli email n sms. it seem bb 1st sailling not so smooth. a lot work la. work 36 hours non stop. then stomach ulcer. somemore bb now eat porridge more. but it is advisable to add solid food as well. else later stomach will haf some effect...... i guess.

bb now in kawasaki n bb said doctor had been arrange. hope bb get a good doctor wif good medicine. hope bb recover fast fast. i m a bit woli. in fact i m so woli. i even pray at bentong temple n wish bb working smoothly n working safely. mebe i pray less one thing. pray for bb in good health always. i guess i need to make tat prayer dis coming sat. i hope bb will recover soon.... i love u dear. n i m reli soli i kenot do anything for bb. hubby love bb veli much

bb in korea??

guess bb sure in korea by now. wed got send bb sms, then quite long time onli receive, sure somewhere somewhere got line a bit then no more jor. just wan 2 update bb, mebe thing i doing, how much i miss n love her, just all thing about her la.

then i will b going to SA lu. duno got free computer there to online n update bb or not. hope got le. 2 weeks. last week still kan jeong. now no more liao. too kan jeong until no feel. then i hope to haf a smooth n wonderful trip.

after dis, will b trip to kb visit bb ge mommy n daddy jor. itu lagi kan jeong. depend on my work sin cox got colleague ge lou por giving birth soon. sure he take a lto leave. so i might need postpone. just hope tat time not so many thing do, then i can do as planned wif bb le.

now onli think wat to buy for mommy n daddy. later onli decide la. think more lagi kan jeong. i love u dear

bb injured jor

sometimes when u woli about the loved one, it reli hurt. n it hurt even more when u get to know ur loved one does indeed hurt herself. dis happen to bb. bb ge shift had some accident. steam pour on bb hand. lucky is bb hand onli. if body or face, sure extreme painful.

reli sad tat i kenot do anything. can onli call n sms. i m not there for bb. the most i can do is advice. hope my advice can help bb, n i do hope other senior can help bb out.

2 more months, i just tell myself, tat bb will cum bac. duno la. no mood to write. bb injure jor. reli kenot do any thing. hope bb will b more careful next time. n hope bb can get enuf rest. so can b more alert when working. hope dis n tat. just hope all da best for bb.

hubby love bb so much.

bb sound tired

got called from bb. ship stop by miri. although got line, but calling oso not so clear. so thought can msn wif bb. mana tau bb need OT. not one day 1 guess. bb said onli 3 hours sleep between shift. i never know working on tanker will b so stressful. n so tired.

one day bb got say wan change laptop. but sayang my lenovo. so i guess, mebe i will buy her VAIO. for sure will buy her laptop. then mai no need sayang my lenovo, n at da same time got new lappy for her. its all for bb ge effort. work so hard. must haf something as prize ge ma.

bb been eating slowly me pak kua. if bb can on-shore even a while in pd. i will buy 2 kilo for bb jor. thought wan tapao bkt oso. then picnic at the beach or something. sure bb think dis hubby reli like kid la. n oso dun treat bb like kid oso la. all i can say, love make me blind jor ma. onli think wan 2 sayang bb more. might hurt bb once a while. but oso not intentionally. hubby wan to say soli if hubby not treat bb good enuf. so hubby will gambate treat bb better.

love bb so so much,

wat is love??

just finished football. then talk to a fren where he gonna b a father soon. than talk about love thing. both oso agree y last time non of us tackle our lady fren in primary or secondary school?? no idea. mebe they know v guy so damn noti then they had no interest at all oledi.

funny thing is oso i tackle my gf far far away from kl. kb actually. to b precise kg pasir parit. google map one time, roughly know da house. wait august then onli go to her house, then talk business ^_^

bb ge gaji will masuk soon. so need help transfer money to her mommy. then sms chat a while. v like buddy oledi. not so buddy but i feel can consider ok buddy la. mommy oso help hubby in tackling bb. got supporter jor.

today all aunties cum to my house. all celebrate mommy day wif my mommy. then my 5th auntie suddenly haf quiet conversation wif mom. bila saya mau kawin sama itu ahmoi. somemore dis 5th auntie never c bb. other auntie c jor. too bad la.

mommy oso say veli proudly bb had lost 5kg. other auntie can feel bb veli leng lui liao. then let them c bb ge leng lui face nex ttime bb treat them makan. sleeping reli miss bb. miss is good. so will sayang bb even more. sayang more mean love bb even more. love bb even more mean bb had a deep imfluence to hubby. hubby feel veli hapi about it. hubby hope bb oso feel da same. lets face the future together. lets go thru all obstacle together. lets live together forever wif a lot hapi endings. sad thing leave behind. bring our hapi memory together.

hubby love bb so much. hope 2 get tut-tut from bb again. MUAKS MUAKS