bb sick jor

bb suddenly feel not so well. hingus can make good wan tan. headache oso folo. i oso feel da same. worked on mon n headache whole day. thought reach home bathed can feel better. then still headache. so decide to c doctor n take mc on tue.

bb oso c doctor tat nite. her med seem too power. eat oledi can straight away sleep. mine not bad. been sleeping whole day. like never sleep for 1 week. feel sooooooooo siok.

guess bb now getting better. hardly call dis 2 days. onli sleep more. tonite must court bb again. let bb feel fresh ;p

bb still honeymoon now. but soon when start work no more honeymoon for her. then c when bb start work. might need to buy her something bring, as luck or as anything la. cox just dunwan her feel alone there, though i m not physically there.

hope bb is now get ready to work. dun woli. 1st day mebe hard. folo up day will b sap sap sui dear.

love bb so so much

bb balik kg again

ysterday bb go bac to kb again lu after taking coc. so hapi for her to get all thing done. now just wait to called up to work onli.

after dis duno when got chance 2 c bb again. duno if AET will gif 1 week earlier preparation to report in. then at least can kacau her few days b4 bb go work. now haf 2 eat myself b4 can kacau bb.

still need to wait a bit more. few month her sailing then c where we will b heading. miss bb so much oledi. but now can onli miss her.

bb COC lai liao

adviced bb to call mardep to confirm the COC status. to her suprise mardep said it is ready for collection. bb sure binggung. n bb go to the coffee shop to check mail and to her suprise, mardep had sent to her on 10th Nov. almost 2 weeks.

but mommy oso busy preparing kenduri last time. n somemore raining day, it just a bit hard for mommy to go to the shop. at least bb know it is ready for collection, then can prepare cum kl.

i bought her air tix, in which she can claim back later on in AET HQ. then she mai got extra allowance lo. so i will b seeing my dear next wed. so happen i work nite. then day time can pak tor liao.

now COC is ready, veli soon bb will sail lu. so duno how will bb cop wif full time sailing life. but bb is tough. bb grown up. bb know how 2 know which is good n which is bad. so i know my bb can cop the working pressure on board. n i will b missing her so much later. so will spend all valuable time wif her. makan minum n loving her all my heart out ^_^

i love u dear

bb stressful day again

seem bb will be busy again. grandma fully recover from sickness which last almsot 3 months.

now daddy wan 2 do kenduri n invite all kampung folks. i was like walaoyer, whole kampung le. so bb will b start busy cook n many many more thing to do about cooking. but at least not all is bad thing. bb gif mommy nombor ekor n guess wat. strike 3rd prize le. the prize money is at least can help cover the expenses of the kenduri. i guess n i hope i can bring more luck to my dear bb. mebe next time my turn to strike le. or bb strike oso no problem. cox anywho strike, will still go vacation ^_^

bb start busy liao. tonite will haf lotsa lotsa ppl going her house to makan n it will b dem noisy nite. all the same bullshit thing will sure cum out from neighbours mouth again. 'when u sail r', 'y dis n tat, bla bla bla'

i told bb left in ear go in right ear go out can jor. bb got bb ge own future ahead, so gamabte for bbself can. other just wan busy let them busy ppl thing n never improve in their life. make them envy. make the jeles. make them cry n regret of treating u bad last time.
hubby love bb so much. will always support bb all ups n down.

bb make COC lu

fetch bb to make COC at klang yesterday. cum to think about it, i had drive more than 5 hours. but wat is love without sacrifice le. bb now at melaka ALAM again after 1 week convo for something like final study. dis time bb is officer. sleep in officer room. got air cond le. got fridge le. got hot shower le.

then bb suddenly sms me, say they increase salary. 2600 usd. 300 more than previous. i was like walaoyer. bb start work so high pay. i work tat time lesser than one fourth her full salary. envy betul. but bb had put a lot effort. so bb reli deserve it de.

now wait fri, wait bb finish then fetch her back. go watch movie jor. long time no watch movie wif her. then of cox must eat lat tong. kenot run oledi one. must feed bb full full. then sat go bac drink mommy ge soup. sun will cook mommy lunch again. together cook wif bb more meaningful ge ^_^

c bb on fri ya. love bb so so much.

convo lu

bb convo is on tomolo. her parent is now in kl standing by to go melaka tomolo.

bb ask me wan to meet wif mommy or not. actually i think shud b ok since mommy think i m ok. but do u think she will cum out alone n meet me?? HELL NO..!! sure daddy oso folo ge ma. mebe next time la. mommy know who i m oledi n never reject i m so hapi oledi.

sometimes its a bit sad i kenot attend bb ge convo. but haf 2 patient a while more. after bb get to work, n gif somemoney to parent, it will get easier soon. bb always said daddy is a bit kuno punya orang. then bb n i haf 2 use kuno method a bit lo. wif add in modern spice.

bb ge convo is not da same like mine last time. mine onli gif speech n then q up n take scroll. but bb ge canggih. got army band. its like military class convocation. duno got gun shooting or not.

i wan tocongrats bb for the graduation. after all da hardwork n taste all da bad food from ALAM canteen, bb finally free from ALAM, temporary until the next course, which i think is 2 years time.

hope bb fast fast get to work. but bb will cum again to make sea lesen. can pillow fight again lu ^_^

love bb so so much

bb leaving soon lu

bb has been wif me from last week fi until tomolo, mon, then will fetch her go melaka ALAM. bb will b leaving me temporary again. but its her convo. i am sohapi fo rher as the convo is finally here. the onlithing is b need to do a lto preparation, kawad la, dis n tat la.

nvm la. one last time. bb kena torture one last time, then all thing will b fine. making one more sea lesen then will be off to sail. i still not sad she will b going for convo, but will b sad when she sailing. imagine u not seeing ur loves one so long, like 6 months. i telling u, wait until hair oso white oledi.

but i promise her i will wait for her. ten will gambate wif her once she bac. planning is after 1st sailing, to meet her father. get lesen n c where v can heading from then onwards. so now i must make sure my bb doing good, feel good, n miss me a lot when she sail. somemore pray the ship she sailing wif have internet access. i belif it will haf la.

my bb, hubby wan to congrate bb for succesfully finish study n grad from ALAM. so bb veli soon will start work, n from there bb need to gombate the next level. anything or anyhow, hubby will support bb no matter wat happen. cox hubby love bb so so much.

bb lai liao

today is thursday. tomolo is friday. tomolo bb will fly to AA LCCT. i will go fetch her. plan go eat lunch. either lat tong or pan mee. depend wat time she arrive and wat time i able to reach one of the 2 places.

she will b here almost 2 weeks. quite long le. so many thing to catch up. so many thing to talk. so many thing to share. n oso taiwan gift to gif her. bb dem excited got love letter from taiwan. not just ordinary place in taiwan. its one of the highest place in the world. from 101 babeh. not everyone haf the chances to post letter from such high place le.

i guess bb finish packing. quite some thing to pack. for her convo on 24th oct. but 19th need to b in alam oledi. duno y so early go there. rehearsal oso no need so many days la. isit they need kawad kinda thing. i guess so, cox anyhow, she is in uniform unit ma.

bb will cook me nasi kerabu. i had no idea how it look like. but the way she mention, like nasi beriani. mebe not tat simple la. put dis, do tat. goreng dis. sure taste good de. think os extra hungry oledi.

now looking forward to bb ge freedom from alam. she sadly she will sail soon. but its her job n her dream. so here i must support her dream to bcum one of the best chief engineer. she had suffer enuf. now its time bb evolve into something amazing and beautifully like butterfly.

c u bb onli tomolo. better call in case i still sleeping. bb know la, hubby so piggy ^_^

muaks muaks

bb touching story

nowadays it reli hard to get someone, specially from a family member to reli love their family throughly, without reli thinking of themself. never selfish, willing to sacrifice something for the family good. even sickness did not deter my bb from taking reli good care for her grandma.



bb is having chikukunya, gastric as well as mouth pain. bb never complaint a lot. just to say pain her and there. sometimes pain make bb moody, i guess bb having reli tough n enduring time to face. mebe one of her worst.

i has been saving the upper part of the blog some time. just thinking how long bb need to endure such the worst experience in her life. after i bac from taiwan, seem everything back to normal, at least grandma need lesser attention. grandma feeling better. but just abit annoying bb is tat grandma start to ka ka cau cau.

but bb latest blog stated in a veli positive way. bb think positively in facing everything. in fact bb has been doing in since joining alam. such a spirit.

bb will b coming to puchong then to MISC dinner soon wif CEO le. dun play play. sure the dinner is just makan makan n wif word of encouragement. but hope CEO can tell something good n bb can start work soon.

i guess bb longing to work, n oso will think will need to miss me for quite some time. dis is just part of our life v need to face. been like dis many years. still v need to face dis many years to come. v just need to gambate.

i love u bb so much.

BB finally graduate

i wanna tell to whole world that my bb finally is a certified 4th Marine Engineer graduate from ALAM (Akedemi Laut Malaysia). she had pass all the final semester paper as well as the resit paper. Congratulation bb. bb had worked hard all this year n bb reli reli deserve it.



now bb can breath easier. just wait for the convocation, proposed date on 1st Oct. might b in Melaka Alam. i still duno can attend or not, or mebe can c her far far away while i hiding in da bush, hope bb's father din c me.



suddenly i reli feel proud for bb. she worked hard while dealing with a lot sacastic coursemates. n now she haf to help wif house work. taking care of grandma. for 2 months bb worked hard to help house work, and finally, grandma is getting much much better. although bb far away from me, i can feel her love towards to bb's family is so great. n i oso know bb doing dis is to convince later i can attend bb's convo. bb is doing work from behind. dis is y i love her more n more.

not sure how her convo will look like, but i guess, it going to b nice n happening, wif all bb's family there celebrate wif her. mebe i will celebrate wif her later on in case i could not attend. mebe need to think of something as a gift.

now i wish bb sleep well after all the tiring day work she had done.

hubby love bb so so much n hubby will always love bb no matter wat.

ZzzZZzzzz

last 2 weeks i watched movie 'UP'. its an animated movie, some sort like cartoon. the starting is veli nice. girl meet boy. they get together n married. then suddenly, there is a scenei feel so touch. they together for many years, up and down for so many years, n suddenly the wife left him n gone to better place. leaving husband behind. its just out of sudden tat pop inside my mond, wat will happen if one day bb leave me for good. at tat time i a bit lose, n the whole movie got me thinking until i got home.

its been 4 days bb never talk to me or sms me. all bcox i went out nite time too frequent n even get drunk one nite. i was wondering if i ever down wrong by just going out nites. i called on thu n she never answer nor reply my sms until fri, i get the hint tat i enjoy being wif my 'fren'. well, she needed time to b alone n so i allow her to b alone until she need me.

so rite now i onli sms to wish her morning n sweet dream later on. i dun wan to bother too much her as she needed time to b alone until she need me. i duno how long she needed the time, but i guess, 1 month will b sufficient for her. i will call her again one wee, after i got bac from taiwan. but i m always here for her, in case she needed me.

the movie still playing inside my mind now, but with the picture of the cartoon slowly fading. not sure wat else will fade later on.

i still love bb, but just duno how bb feel rite now. hope she is doing good n taking good care of her grandma.

tired n sleepy

today lunch secret recipe. dem kao full. thank to my colleague. he belanja me. my bb still at her kampung. seem she a bit free n less touble to face. her grandma is getting stronger. guess in no time can kill an ox oso np le.

now bb just waiting graduation. 1 more month then she is officially grad n is ready to start work as 4th engineer.

saw her pic, which her fren posted in FB. the engine room oso veli big le. dun play play. but she sure enjoy working, cox tat is her favourite ma. but by then sure need 2 biasa again tat long long time onli can meet bb.

i love bb so much, tat i even call her to tell her i wan to ake a nap after my lunch ;p

sick jor

i duno i consider sick or just plain lazy. so today i MC. purposely MC cox wan stay at home play game n watch tv.

so today is quite a relaxing day 4 me ^_^ but cough making me feel so bad. it bcum reli worst in air cond room. so i din sleep in my air cond room for almost 2 weeks oledi. waster. put there for decoration.

now start puasa, planning to go buy something from pasar ramadan. but yesterday went n c c look look. all same thing same shit from 20 years ago. ayam percik la. ayam bakar la. even the normal dishes oso same like everyday typical ge malay restaurant. better i cook myself. simple then put it in still bcum shit.

shit jao shit la. eat green apple sin. heard can help prevent H1N1 wo.

too quiet

its been few days bb phone has been barred. so i just left sms 2 remind her to take med. to fully recover the gastric pain she had.

n finally today she sms me. stated she lost 3kg. mebe the pain n the workload at her hometown is too much for her. to taking care of her grandma n mebe some other thing. so its better 2 let her do all her stuff 1st. if nite time i dun sleep early can try sms or even call bb 2 chat chat a while.

hope bb will not b too burden by the load.

duno wat to do liao

Been few days bb back Tanah Merah. bb even finish resit paper. from her sms, she seem confident to pass the resit. i glad she feel dis way. so now bb on honeymoon. resting, sleeping, gaming FB. its good 2 haf dis kinda life once a while.

i duno consider lucky or wat. finish MMU straight go job as sales. no time to rest oso. now hair oso grow white, mebe 2% of total hair ^_^

wif noting much to do in office n home, i oso lepaking, n waiting for trip to taiwan. bb kenot go cox tat time she not sure when all da shit in ALAM will happen again. but now wan go oso hard, later daddy pulak dun allow her go.

anyway, Taiwan now got typhoon, luckily no affect Taipei. so just go n enjoy la. eat n gain some weight.

i do miss BB. yesterday nite sleeping felt the bed got extra place 4 me 2 roll. duno la. going 2 miss her sometime until she her os until some positive sign from her side happen. just b patient lo.

bb got gastric

bb arrive on tue morning for oral test on wed. but bb complain gastric since monday nite. poor sweetheart. a lot thing hapening, need 2 take care grandma, chikukunya. now gastric. so buy the anti-gastric for her, seem dun help much. but she went through the nite with study for wed oral.

wake up at 6, prepared as bb need to report in at 8.30am. she dun haf the mood to eat. i guess its usual for her as she always tension in big moment. mebe the stress oso contrbute to the gastric. arrived at 8 something, can c few her coursemate there. so let bb study la. i just lepak somewhere. needed 1 more cup of kopi ais. else eye sure close oledi.

bb finish oral, n PASS the oral test. dem lansi show me da PASS paper. its a good thing as she is now rank forth engineer. just one more resit paper, n bb will b much more lansi. now i can lansi wif her more ;p

thu nite need to go bac for resit on next week. just hope the med i provide for her can help reduce the gastric pain. else will b troublesome when resit paper.

but kl sentral train been delaying more than 1 hour i duno usual thing or they just having fun to delay train. but dun care, next time will duno wat is train. take flight is much more better than train a lot.

good luck bb, hubby wish bb all da best

daddy not allow

today seem like an ordinary day. she take care of grandma. v sms, bla bla bla. then nite time sudden moody. i was like, wats wrong??

daddy said 30yo onli can get marry. i was like, WTF!!??!! DAMN!!!

i m speechless. but rite now is better 4 bb to concentrate on oral test. finish oral test onli think of idea. cox rite now i oso duno wat 2 think. so i order McD delivery 2 stuff myself from thinking cox i reli had no idea n brain is not working oledi.

but i must make sure bb pass oral test. so rite now da onli think ic an do is gif more moral support 2 get prepared well for oral. although most, like 99% pass, still dis is veli important. if failed mean she will get blame n all hell will break loose.

she will arrive on tue morning. luckily i work on afternoon shift. so wed i will take leave to fetch her for oral. its oledi thu. must gif her more moral support. cox those letured by her daddy make her oso no mood. i duno she got mood to sleep or not. but i pretty sure she will haf headache tomolo morning bcox of dis.

so how?? is to make sure bb pass oral test. other thing can put aside for the time being. later onli squeeze more brain juice to think.

GAMBATE SAYANG.

CHIKUKUNYA

my bb seem infected by chikukunya. bb wake up tat time feel leg pain. n her mom oso confirm she infected by chikukunya, cox her mom oso victim of it. i not sure from KB or puchong, but i feel deeply solli for bb.

somemore she will b cuming down to kl again next tue for oral test on wed. hope the pain will not affect her much. somemore i guess if in cold placces, the pain is much more burden. i search on net. rite now still no cure on it. it will cure on its own, where body will develop own antibodi. once u got it, u will never get it again unless other type of desease where mosquito as vector.

so i plan 12th aug i will take leave. bring her for oral test n take care of her. she now at KB taking care of her grandma, been hospitalised for many things. tiroid, denggi, kencing manis. poor old lady, but bb said she making good progress.

bb tomolo sill start study for oral test. n oso need to call mardep to confirm the date, but mardep office like ghost office. been calling whole day oso no one answer. bb just haf 2 try again n hope can confirm the real date for oral test. then once finish, there will b less thing for bb for worry about.

n i guess veli soon bb can sail, now must spend more quality time wif her. else wait 9 months. i just hope no need wait tat long. cox wanna cook n treat her more nice food around. damn i started to miss bb.

bb balik kg jor

bb sick on yesterday. actually bb said not so well 2 days b4. but yesterday is so worst. bring to columbia asia hospital, which just 3 min drive from my place. go there check n blood test oso. doctor scared is aedes or h1n1. but just normal allergic. seem like season allergic. cox last time oso like dis. itchy whole body. eat dis kenot, eat tat oso kenot. but then after sometimes no more allergic.

then it came back. it strike so hard, whole body can c red dot. but pay RM80++, the medicine seem work well. specially da anti-allergic med.

then go bac n sleep. can c da improvement. tats y i said money worth paying.

today go eat pan mee, which i highly recommended. but then seem a bit not so right. all oso about money. last time tissues provided is free. dis time need 30 cents to pay for tissue. overall, i still rekomen, but i duno how da future, cox i got da feeling they will make more profit while da taste will detriotate.

went bac bentong a while as mommy make soup oledi. must drink. then fetch bb 2 kl sentral, where she need 2 go bac help her bro to do resume. funny thing is engineer still pc illiterate. but i guess sooner, he will b good user, mebe not like me :p

last kiss b4 bb went into train. going 2 miss her some times b4 she get called from marine dept to go 4 oral test. now onli hope she can recover faster then onli get called. else it will b hard 4 her. but i will try 2 gif her moral support for now.

hope after oral n resit, thing will go well 4 her. cox i oso wan her 2 b succeed in her life oso. love my bb so so much.

new blog

today i open my hotmail. little did i know bb got herself a blog as well. so touching oso de. 3 years story summary in 1 page. so pack n so meaningful.

she said she proud to b Mrs Lai. then i duno when she reli wan 2 b official Mrs Lai. mebe after st Oct. meet her daddy mommy. try try talk nicely. tat time in KT oledi gif bad impression to her auntie. dis time i just keep quiet. act like a good good boy better.

auntie oso say a lot bad thing to bb ge mommy. i oso blur blur liao. but now is to gambate bb to pass the oral test. then onli go kai kai later. later onli think wif bb how 2 buy mommy ge heart :p

bb is HERE....!!!

been a busy weeks. but finally bb is here. cum early to study n prepare for oral test. she a bit kan jeong. all of her fren pass. well, i guess she can do well if she prepare well.

so will b less shopping n less outing temporary. until he finish oral, then onli eat nice nice. bkt. lat tong. salmon. roti kosong oso feel veli nice once she finish her oral test.

tomolo morning plan buy her mee goreng wif ayam masak merah from outside stal not so far from my rented apartment. tat not-so-old-looking makcik sell reli cheap. n u eat sure feel full. so tat will b her breakfast. then lunch will think think where 2 eat later.

she sure sleeping wif sound now. later go home n take her sleeping pic. then laugh at the pic when she is not here :P

veli veli busy

been extremely bc some some reason:
1) club new installation, almost i do it all. dem tired
2) BIOTRONIC...!!!

the 2nd reason is da most crusial. my bb soooooooooooooooo high point. i sooooooooooooo low point. so haf 2 play soem catch up. but too bad la. bb veli bad n veli char in shooting. pixel ranger not even reach 200. where mine almost 600 and if i continue, sure reach 1k in no time. but i kesian a bit. stop there a while. let her catch up.

tomolo will go taiping. heard a lot good food. c c wether to overnite at ipoh or taiping.

my bb will c my blog tonite. duno how she feel when she find out. but dis is just another way to keep track our life together. if other ppl accidently bum into our blog, hope they enjoy our story. else dis is our veli own version. cox i love my bb veli veli much.

dem busy

dem busy last whole week. din manage to update blog. go home sleep n onli got time 2 call my dearest bb. but din update. soli ya sayang.

now bb bac hometown in tanah merah. glad she can finally get out from the bloody place. go home relax, talk to mommy n daddy. in fact, i hope she tell mmore about me 2 her mommy. mommy oledi start 2 like me la. daddy, she still quiet a bit. but i guess mommy will b doing the work.

she will b cuming down to klang for oral test. marine engineering need 2 do dis. i duno y, but it is compulsory. so i get 2 c my bb 2 weeks. 1 week b4 test, 1 week after test. she oso exited. but she oso scare the oral test. well, i guess she just need more moral support from me ^_^

thu i will b going to pd or taiping for da installation. then dis few days will put more thing about my bb here. cox veli soon i will reveal dis blog to her. its a suprise from me 4 her. cox i love her veli veli much.

KT n rerdang trip

finally from kt. duno how i think after bac. not sure how but i just know bb n i having some great days at redang, but not kt.

arrive 3 at kt airport, then need 2 wait bb to finish da paper. kt airport veli small. n fireflyz plane, i duno la. 1st time ride. it similar to car, small car tend to swing more than heavier car. lucky i din eat full n take plane, else some poor ppl need 2 wash my vomit.

take taxi to town, da cilaka taxi driver fetch us to wrong place. lucky it not so far from bb's aunty place. wait her aunty fetch us n go 2 her apartment. get 2 eat keropok lekor n cucur. dem full oledi. then her husband bac, chat a while, hope get 2 know each other better.

nite time dinner at kt town ge hawker center. chinese type, but it totally diff from those in kl. for info, kt reli reli reli few chinese. its like u c chinese, u so hapi 2 c them.

then kai kai at kt ge hypermarket, Giant. noting 2 c. just walk to digest food. n i wondering y bb dun reli like to hold hand when walk, but slowly i figure out sure wanna act good girl in front of her aunty. wat i guess is correct, her aunty warning her dun b too intimate. watever la.

went bac 2 apt n help fix da laptop, cox wanna gif some good impression ma. anyway, noting big problem wif her laptop, so lesser work :)

da next morning, went for breakfast, n i purposely treat them. cox i stay at their place ma. must belanja one. then bb n i walk around kt, n finally decide better go redang. went to jeti n check, rm255 per head. dun care, kt reli reli boring town, go redang at least is a beach, can romantic a bit. pay n go bac pack, then her aunty dun reli like our decision. i can sense although she speak in hokkien.

pack then faster leave, cox bb oso bey tahan tat time. ferry take 1.5 hour to reach. when reach i totally like da place. da sea reli reli beautiful. so clear. sand is soooo soft. too bad din bring more cloth, else can swim a while there. v onli walk around, explore places. just the 2 of us. its been a while v romance under millions of star as witness. n call us old fashion, v name a star after us ^_^

nite time there if reli nice, except some open bar-cum-ah beng disco. actually no need scare if there is noting 2 eat, as there is a lot thing 2 eat.

overnite there has been reli fun just the 2 of us. although short, it just feel like v start pak tor again. so sweet n so nice. dis trip bb named it romantic trip after our makan trip at melaka not so long ago.

mommy know v both in redang n dun seem unhappy about it. seem like mommy start accept hubby. now wait daddy onli. so still wan 2 b good good boy 1st. just da aunty sudden dun too hapi our last min decision go redang. nvm la. bb n i hapi can oledi lo.

well, its too short but v haf a reli nice day there. hope da next time will b as nice as ever.

ITS THU..!!

finally thu is here. but yesterday bb said might haf bad news. alam might not allow to go out. i was like wtf...!!!

i personally think they will allow. after all da hectic exam n kinda thing. sure they allow to go out kai kai n relax. still wanna jail them mer?? i confident i can go kt later. but haf 2 wait 12pm later to confirm. just need 2 cross my finger reli reli hard.

oledi bought 2 boxes of tambun biscuit. 1 for her aunty n 1 for her to bring bac to alam to slow slow eat. for aunty, its a bribe. need her to say more nice thing about me. then i can proceed to next mission. dem i m excited to meet her aunty.

but now, pray god hard hard n cross finger hard hard tat i she can cum out n i can fly to kt later

thu coming soon

mon oledi lo. my bb is gambate-ing. final exam sure tension. specially final exam. she wanna impress her family. so i must support her more. n thu when i fly to kt, need to treat her extra good. makan or wat haf 2 listen la. mebe listen half n the half think think wan 2 listen or not.

need 2 do planning wif her auntie ma. so need 2 divert my attention oso. later 1st mission failed, how to proceed to 2nd mission le.

dis morning wake her up at 6.30am. n she slept at 1.30am day b4. kenot imagine how da eye look like. duno how black it gonna be. v oso go thru da same thing b4. but i guess she is strong at heart. she can make it n she can pass wif good result n make her parent proud.

i love her so much. kneot wait till thu

Final lai liao

my bb final exam for the final semester lu. then next thu will procedd wif the 1st lesen. hope thing goes well, cox need 1st lesen to get 2nd lesen. u know la. finish 1st lvl onli can go 2nd lvl 2 fight ge ma.

need 2 wake her up at 5.30am. mebe she need some final touch-up b4 going in exam hall. wat a figthing spirit. need 2 love her more. but as usual, girls mind reli good in one thing. the bad thing u haf done will b 4ever implant inside mind. i just try 2 make lesser mistake la.

tomolo i will haf charity sales. sell water to anyone who wan drink n all money will proceed to charity. i mean v dun get 1 cent. unless u go rob them. just stand there. force them buy n drink. faster finish faster go bac n sleep again. anyway, the event until 2pm. still can sleep n enuf time 2 eat n sleep.

i hope my bb doing good tomolo. now giving her all my luck. no need luck oledi la me. if need sure steal bac from her.

love my bb so so much

tired like hell

Just bac from penang. watch midnite show day b4 n slept at 3am. called bb to tell her i watch Transformer. but wan me buy her Diesel perfume, after 2 wrong thing i had done. wan 2 know?? browse back previous thread ^_^

ok la. buying her perfume n making her hapi is a must. who ask me wan sayang her so much le. mebe can put like dis la. sayang her is a must. cox dis is how i wanna show her i love her. mebe its one of da way.

she went out to mum mum wif 'good fren' today. then sudden got called to go bac for assembly, where later on canceled. mebe they haf noting 2 do. ot too tension of study, wanna get somethign 2 play. n bb so hapi today eat so full, but shit not so much. mebe tomolo toiletbowl will full

i m so dem tired after spend 8 hours work n 3 hours drive. brain oledi stagnant. kenot think of anything beside my smelly bed wif smelly pillow. how i wish bb beside me, so can contra the smell. veli soon ge la. i try make it soon la. nite all.

Tension and headache

Today i guess bb still mad at me for going out for lucky session. i have no comment about this. but she sure tension from study. guess final exam, she wanna do her best to get better grad. cox she wanna walk up and get the cert on the convo. well, i always wish my bb the best n gambate.

today i haf some headache. so sudden system giving me problem. haf 2 spend 3 hours figure out wats wrong. in the end thign solve without me know wat is reli wrong. its like now u c it, now u dun kinda thing.

nite time when call my bb, she sound so cold toward me. duno she headache of study n tension of just plain mad. but just better i let it bygone la. later mention out make her think so many things. as usual, her brain can processing thing reli keng. talk dis can think out a lot diff thing. i veli veli impress. hope later midnite to call her, then c how she is doing la

1 more week

well, 1 more week b4 the final exam for my dearest bb

she sure gambate hard, n oso a bit tension. therefore, i will try my best to b there for her, mebe mentally. cox physically a bit hard la. i in kl she in kt.

but from her voice, dun seem too tension. mebe she get used to it. tonite must ask ask her how her progress. n must oso say mroe nice thing, specially nice nice food to award her after she finish final. as usual la. finish work must haf some awards then onli feel energetic ge ma ^_^

anyhow, tonite will ask ask, care care n love love more. she need me more now. after finish exam onli i slowly torture her again.

Eat Big

yesterday forgot to put in stuff, as 2 things;
1) har por grab my comp whole nite long
2) i sleep dem early

today bb go out like eat big. cox of fren birthday. soooo nice. she just called, she had a lot seafod. now all those creature inside tummy swimming in acid-filled tank. guess fish n squid hoping to get out from there faster by the a-hole.

i will b going bac to bentong later, as usual, help my mom at shop n if got time do some simple house cleaning oso.

n today i m late to office. bcox i go gym, n talk about gym, the class is extra hard today. not sure wats wrong wif da instructor. but he seem hapi today. duno he saw me there or wat ^_^

then going out from sunway was like hell. just bcox i stingy from paying rm1 for toll, i m late 30 min to office. nvm la. once in a bluemoon my bb said. next time i try not so stingy anymore. if i remember la.

cheers

Not so hapi

My bb not so hapi on yesterday nite. cox i go out play snooker. n bac reli late at 2am. i sms her when i reach home n she seem not so hapi from her sms.

i know it bad, she study n i m working. just sometimes wanna get along wif some guys. but i guess i oso need to keep her from woli too much from me. specially from staying out too late. not enuf sleep later will affect my health. n i hope not to over od it again.

she will haf her final soon. so rite now its better 4 her to study n concentrate. get some good result, n proceed wif my planning wif her. rite now, she study n i work, then soon will both enjoying some couple life ^_^

today she a bit headache. weather in KT is hot. i guess study tension oso got her a bit. i wish her in good health tomolo to fight again. n i will work hard, as if i work reli hard ;p just sometimes got some problem need to fix in my line, then i will haf more headache.

tomolo will b another challenging day. gambate...!!!

Strategy

today i tell my bb how i can steal her aunty heart. she mention b4, her mommy will mostly listen to aunty. therefore, my 1st strategy is to attack her aunty 1st.

i plan to treat her aunty some meal, my bb will b my behalf. cox she been staying there once a while on weekend after college. treating them as a token of appreciation as well as my 'plan' as well ^_^

well, my bb willing to help me. i guess, it all thing go smooth, my lesen will cum 2 me in no time. my bb oso agree wif me, although she not saying it, i can feel she agree wif me. so hope they get to eat some nice food, and when i arrive at KT, then its easier 4 me 2 break the ice wif them. such a cunning trick. guess no one ever tried dis b4 :)

dear sick??

my dear bb sick. she mention she got headache. she oso said she sleep late, around 1am. somemore now final exam cuming soon. sure she a bit tension.

then she told me she got make extra earing hole. wondering if her hearing got problem, need so many holes. if it help then i dun care la ^_^

2 more weeks her final cuming soon. i still remember my study weeks. MMU onli gif me 1 week study week. duno y so little. but still my grade so so, just manage to pass n work in IT line. typical IT guy :p

i hope my dear can do good, as dis is her final semester. once kao tim then kao tim oso da oral test then i can finally do some serious stuff. think of it oso kan jeong. currently she duno i got dis page, cox wanna make it as suprise.

if she wondering y i make dis page, cox she touched my heart when she wrote in her diary n gave it to me. i onli read half. if i read finish all, i guess my eye sure red. red cox of happiness. dun dare to read for da time being. later la onli i continue.

n i wish my dear gambate n do good in iher final. kenot wait to c her again.

Good planning

today my bb n i talk about meeting their parent. dem i was like, meeting onli ma. but 1st need to pass from her aunty in KT. planning going there after she finish her exam.

but she got one point veli important oso. finish oral exam then onli go. not bad da idea. later enjoy too much affected her exam oso not a good thing. then wanna get lesen from her daddy oso hard if fail.

my bb grow up liao. know how 2 plan, know how 2 execute. cox if all thing pass n wif good result, then wanna get approval oso easier ma. so here i always support my dearest, although a bit hard, but v know v can make it. n we will make it so good then v gonna b couple of the year. but i do veli hopeful it gonna b couple of da century ^_^

Exam soon

My dear said today she a bit energetic to study wor. i duno y. mebe bcox last semester oledi. kao tim av thing n smooth smooth pass then can proceed to next level liao.

When called her at nite, thought she not feeling well. mana tau actually the volume i set too loud, then sound oso veli jialat sound.

I hope my dear will gambate n do well, then easier to plan next thing wif her. she know wat is tat. if she duno then i for sure will knock her head ^_^

gambate dear.

Today I wanna make it as my 3rd Anniversary with my dearest Michelle Koh Poi Khoon

My dearest. i totally forgot when is the 1st day we met. But it rather late or never. Therefore, i wanna make 10th June, as our anniversary.

u still remember the irc nick u use?? u still remember wat nick i used?? frankly speaking i dun remember le.

this is another way i wanna show u that i love u so much. i know u love me too, therefore, dis blog will b the journey of our life together.

muaks.