bb finally back

bb suddenly sign off. terkejut to know emergency sign off. actually b4 bb too pain liao, then better to sign off rather than all the suffering.

bb back oso a lot thing happening happily la. makan makan. shop shop. kai kai. most important is go genting. say many time oledi n finally we went to genting. actually oso a lot unker auntie go in morning. dun play play. all go gambling one. so take 12.30 bus. n reach the 1 something. check in and straight go theme park play. not bad la. but dunno y thursday oso so bloody full with ppl. they all no need go school one ga?

dun care la. dis is hapi trip wif bb. so must kai kai happily wif bb. then play round round the cup. kena bb buli. pusing a bit feel hungry. fast fast go eat.

walking around, shop, play n most importantly, sohai fall trap to the lucky shot for the teddy bear. saw one unker play n kena so easily. then when i play, suddenly saw him jump into the counter onli i realise sohai is me kena tipu rm50 jor.

the most important thing has been done. now bb balik kg oledi. mommy n daddy sure veli miss her ge la. sure let bb go bac lu. now wait bb come again. or green light go tanah merah yeah yeah. c got luck or nto ^_^

bb in my dream

some days ago, received bb ge email. japanese doctor gave the med seem not working at all. were relief a while after some good news n now more bad news. can onli hope bb sign off soon. now bb stick to porridge n simple food again. n bb totally lost 10kg. in just 4 months, 10kg is a lot. dis is not slimming center. dis is malnutrition oledi. so now a bit woli again. duno how bb look like now.

n when my sleeping time, bb ge face pop out a lot times. smilling at me. those smile so pretty. but its onli a dream. how i hope bb is by my side giving me her sweet smile all over again. but now is july. soon aug. bb signing off soon after 5 months min. just can c bb a while b4 bb balik kg to go makan angin at bangkok wif her family.

bro now oso bac hometown, its good they one big hapi family go vacation once a while de. bb now on da way to miri. veli soon can receive call from her once she arrive. then will go either kerteh or pd. if kerteh, its easier for her to sign off n balik tanah merah. if pd, i haf chance to c her 1 or 2 days. if onli if..... c my luck lu.

now i wish bb in good health. miss bb so much. let me dream more of u to cure my missing sickness for u ^_^

love bb so so much

bb got stomach ulcer??

MIA for few weeks. 2 weeks in south africa to watch world cup and 1 week for jetlag. or plain lazy?? but my heart kenot stop lazy to think tat bb suspect herself got stomach ulcer. seem like all the symptom oso pointing to stomach ulcer as well. stool is either black or got blood wif it. been quite sometimes. bb said when hungry, sure pain. so bb been carrying biscuit wif her even during working time.

n wat i can do?? i m few thousand kilometres from her. the best i can do is search net n advice bb do and don't. it is reli heartbreaking tat ur love one not feeling well, n u kenot do anything physically to help her. onli email n sms. it seem bb 1st sailling not so smooth. a lot work la. work 36 hours non stop. then stomach ulcer. somemore bb now eat porridge more. but it is advisable to add solid food as well. else later stomach will haf some effect...... i guess.

bb now in kawasaki n bb said doctor had been arrange. hope bb get a good doctor wif good medicine. hope bb recover fast fast. i m a bit woli. in fact i m so woli. i even pray at bentong temple n wish bb working smoothly n working safely. mebe i pray less one thing. pray for bb in good health always. i guess i need to make tat prayer dis coming sat. i hope bb will recover soon.... i love u dear. n i m reli soli i kenot do anything for bb. hubby love bb veli much

bb in korea??

guess bb sure in korea by now. wed got send bb sms, then quite long time onli receive, sure somewhere somewhere got line a bit then no more jor. just wan 2 update bb, mebe thing i doing, how much i miss n love her, just all thing about her la.

then i will b going to SA lu. duno got free computer there to online n update bb or not. hope got le. 2 weeks. last week still kan jeong. now no more liao. too kan jeong until no feel. then i hope to haf a smooth n wonderful trip.

after dis, will b trip to kb visit bb ge mommy n daddy jor. itu lagi kan jeong. depend on my work sin cox got colleague ge lou por giving birth soon. sure he take a lto leave. so i might need postpone. just hope tat time not so many thing do, then i can do as planned wif bb le.

now onli think wat to buy for mommy n daddy. later onli decide la. think more lagi kan jeong. i love u dear

bb injured jor

sometimes when u woli about the loved one, it reli hurt. n it hurt even more when u get to know ur loved one does indeed hurt herself. dis happen to bb. bb ge shift had some accident. steam pour on bb hand. lucky is bb hand onli. if body or face, sure extreme painful.

reli sad tat i kenot do anything. can onli call n sms. i m not there for bb. the most i can do is advice. hope my advice can help bb, n i do hope other senior can help bb out.

2 more months, i just tell myself, tat bb will cum bac. duno la. no mood to write. bb injure jor. reli kenot do any thing. hope bb will b more careful next time. n hope bb can get enuf rest. so can b more alert when working. hope dis n tat. just hope all da best for bb.

hubby love bb so much.

bb sound tired

got called from bb. ship stop by miri. although got line, but calling oso not so clear. so thought can msn wif bb. mana tau bb need OT. not one day 1 guess. bb said onli 3 hours sleep between shift. i never know working on tanker will b so stressful. n so tired.

one day bb got say wan change laptop. but sayang my lenovo. so i guess, mebe i will buy her VAIO. for sure will buy her laptop. then mai no need sayang my lenovo, n at da same time got new lappy for her. its all for bb ge effort. work so hard. must haf something as prize ge ma.

bb been eating slowly me pak kua. if bb can on-shore even a while in pd. i will buy 2 kilo for bb jor. thought wan tapao bkt oso. then picnic at the beach or something. sure bb think dis hubby reli like kid la. n oso dun treat bb like kid oso la. all i can say, love make me blind jor ma. onli think wan 2 sayang bb more. might hurt bb once a while. but oso not intentionally. hubby wan to say soli if hubby not treat bb good enuf. so hubby will gambate treat bb better.

love bb so so much,

wat is love??

just finished football. then talk to a fren where he gonna b a father soon. than talk about love thing. both oso agree y last time non of us tackle our lady fren in primary or secondary school?? no idea. mebe they know v guy so damn noti then they had no interest at all oledi.

funny thing is oso i tackle my gf far far away from kl. kb actually. to b precise kg pasir parit. google map one time, roughly know da house. wait august then onli go to her house, then talk business ^_^

bb ge gaji will masuk soon. so need help transfer money to her mommy. then sms chat a while. v like buddy oledi. not so buddy but i feel can consider ok buddy la. mommy oso help hubby in tackling bb. got supporter jor.

today all aunties cum to my house. all celebrate mommy day wif my mommy. then my 5th auntie suddenly haf quiet conversation wif mom. bila saya mau kawin sama itu ahmoi. somemore dis 5th auntie never c bb. other auntie c jor. too bad la.

mommy oso say veli proudly bb had lost 5kg. other auntie can feel bb veli leng lui liao. then let them c bb ge leng lui face nex ttime bb treat them makan. sleeping reli miss bb. miss is good. so will sayang bb even more. sayang more mean love bb even more. love bb even more mean bb had a deep imfluence to hubby. hubby feel veli hapi about it. hubby hope bb oso feel da same. lets face the future together. lets go thru all obstacle together. lets live together forever wif a lot hapi endings. sad thing leave behind. bring our hapi memory together.

hubby love bb so much. hope 2 get tut-tut from bb again. MUAKS MUAKS

bb cum n go

just last last week bb at labuan n said sailing to pd. i was so anxious then fast fast calculate ETA from labuan to pd. kira kira need 2 days. mana tau 4 days. cox melacca straight is so damn bc, all ship is q-ing to pass. 1st i dun belif it. but after saw tv, show how singapore handle their port, then onli i realise, it is so bloody bc.

but bb reach pd oso kneot straight go down, at least connected to local line, call n talk is much more cheaper. bb oledi start plan wat 2 buy. but bb reli reli miss is pork. so i prepared dried meat for bb. i oso duno is too much or too less. so hantam saja la. later onli buy more. n bb miss sek kei ma. 2 packets for bb le.

suddenly got bb ge mms. i m so suprise bb reli thinner jor. n look prettier tim. the spa engine reli contribute to bb ge fitness. somemore so hot ge condition, bb reli no mood to makan sometimes. guess dis is reli tough job. but bb reli handle it reli reli well. somemore get promoted to 4th engineer le. 1st lady to b 4th engineer le. so hapi for bb.

time to meet bb on tue at pd. initially 3pm bb can onshore, mana tau got inspection, then 4pm. so mai explore seremban c got wat thing there. but seremban parade n seremban center point is so pity. so empty. mebe i used to kl shopping mall. going in dis 2 place, i almost fainted. even my bentong vega mall better than them.

then bb said 7pm onli onshore, need to replan trips. explore pd town c where cans hop. oledi expect pd dun haf anything like midvalley mega mall or anything. at least got the store there. can la buy simple thing. but to makan, i hardly find any chinese restaurant. even so, bb onshore at 8pm, but need go back at 10pm.

sooooooooooooooo express, meet bb then fai fai go buy thing lo. but 1st thing must do is kiss each other ma. demn long no c, bb reli thinner n look better. wondering if there is vacancy immediate, so i can join bb n keep fit wif her. anyway, kfc is our candle light dinner. time too short. but is hapi to c bb looked mature. n think differently compare to last time. real working life reli change bb. n i m looking forward for more good changes from bb. a more confident bb is da best.

hubby just miss bb so much, hubby hope tomolo bb can settle the contract. but tat is just dreaming. hubby know bb is working hard oso to achieve bb ge goal. hubby support bb. so next trip bac to pd, if bb can onshore, sure buy bkt n prepare picnic, in case like last time, soooooooooooooooooooooo rush.

dis time buy more thing for bb. so estimate bb to arrive ngam ngam my trip back from south africa le. love bb so so much. bb gambate. hubby oso gambate wif bb ya.

bb comin to PD...!!!

bb today in labuan. thougth can go down shopping n kai kai. mana tau onli stop by. but bb heard will anchor at PD. somemore can onshore tim. then good jor. can go c bb. kai kai wif bb. oso got 10hours le if permitted. then can bring bb eat lat tong, shopping n movie. buy minyak wangi. mebe buy thinker ge sweater so when reach some place cold, got thing to wear lu. bb ge working time oso weird. like almost whole day. engine room like sauna room. imagine 6 months in sauna room le. sure lose weight lo.

so will buy bb one portable hdd. copy all movie n series i had dl. so bb can watch. so nice can get bb ge call. dem hapi tim. b4 hang up will fai fai tell her i love her as fast as i can. to prove i love bb so much. but jjust now dinner time, the jap fan disturb me. almost forgot to say i love u tim.

c how bb ge planning on sat. either sat or sun. then go pd. n oso think wan go melaka or kl. depend sin la. later onli decide. both place oso not so far. but bb miss lat tong more. unless suddenly bb wan eat chicken ball rice la. aiya, think now oso suspen, wait bb ge call later.

bb going to filipina lu

bb mebe on her way to filipina jor. will b tiring day for her again. shift is 6 work 6 off. veli weird type ge shift. somemore need to b inside the sauna engine room for 6 hours?? siao mer??

i do reli hope bb is getting stronger in mentally n spiritually. if both is strong, then bb shud able to face all obstacle. n hubby can onli support from blog n sms. hope bb can survive.

actually wan to remind here, bb ge favourite rojak is back. saw him last month. mebe change new tempat then cum bac old tempat gua. never ask cox bb not here, i oso will not go buy. now talk a bit hungry jor. start nite shift again. mebe later make milo can jor.

bb gambate, cum bac v go rojak ya. love bb so so much

bb so sad jor

bb still in korea. bb now reli meet the real working world. real ppl in working world. all cucuk belakang body ge.

bb still fresh. onli 2 month working experience. bb facing all those who lazy n like cucuk belakang n like complain n blame other ppl fault ge stupid engineer. as usual. i do face dis type ppl oso. they all sucker, know a bit n duno a lot thing. a bit salah, sure talk loud loud until next country osp heard, so all will notice tat it is u who making the mistake. when they duno how 2 solve simple thing, finger will grow so damn long tat they will point out anyone fault, prefer the one who they can easily buli, in dis case, is bb.

it is not hard to face dis bastard. if they keep barking, all thing is easier to refer to the ppl who reli know. better to learn from ppl who reli know, than listen to the barking stupid dog. but bb is doing good bb is reli putting effort. bb show bb can reli work. those pokai dog expect ppl wif 2 months can b like albert einstein. go in work know all about engine.

bb just need b a bit patient, cox dis type, will bb face sooner or later. just not so lucky bb face it the 1st sign on. but oso bb will face good engineer de. just duno when onli. so ppl wan shit, bb just gif shit. ppl good bb can make good job. no time fuck them around. cox promotion is wat bb put ge effort. not other ppl put ge effort. hubby will always support bb. bb just need gambate. without gambate, promotion will not come easily.

hubby love bb so so much. n hubby miss bb veli veli much oso. da doggy bb gif hubby, been playing av nite. play doggy sin le. later bb back onli play bb. muaks muaks. love bb so so much

sms n more sms

been doing some diff thing lately. been sending sms to bb every day. but i duno wether bb can receive after long time no network coverage or not. but it is something where i can send something to bb wif hope bb can receive it.

just wanna update bb wat happening around me av day. wan tell bb how is my day. how is my work. how is mommy.

bb now somewhere in south korea lu. got bb ge sms yesterday nite. complaint now work is much harder. last time got ppl back up. now mainly is bb ge own decision when bb ge shift. of cox, pressure will onli make ppl more mature. but oso da same time will make ppl more stressful. cox bb is little bit dis type of person. but still i must advice bb to b strong.as long as bb use commensense n add in with all thing bb had learn, then it will b fine.

i mebe not familiar wif bb ge work procedure, but as 4th enginneer, sure the veli veli veli important thing will need to report to chief engineer. i miss bb too, but work is work. there fore, as bb ge bf, i must always lift up her spirit, the figthing spirit to get over all the bad thing n achieve wat bb always wan to achieve. i belif bb can do it. i will help bb do it.

i love u dear. gambate. hubby think hubby got something for bb when bb back. love bb so so much.

bb call again ^_^

few days ago got bb call again. bb still in pattaya le. wondering y anchor there so long. but i guess now heading to korea oledi lu. will expect korea no line de. last time no line. so no expect da best again le. but all i know bb is safe n learnign well. one more month will get full confirmation n officially bcum 4th engineer. tat time bb lagi hapi.

hubby oso wish bb all da best. male or female, all work both sexes can work.last time is male dominate, now female starting to play important role. soon bb can bcum one of the top engineer. chief engineer. then bb stand evenly compare to make compatriot. n hubby would like to c bb ge face so hapi, until 1 week oso kenot c eye.

but still bb need to gambate. no free lunch de. but onli hubby gif ge love is free. n hubby receive bb ge love oso free. its free n so priceless tat millon of ringgit oso kenot buy. billion mebe la ;p but stillhubby will not sell bb ge love away n oso will not buy other love. cox free love from bb is da best i ever have.

i love bb so much, still gambate-ing to make bb ge puppy busuk. dun woli ya sayang.

phone bc again..... for a while

last fri, while on my way back, suddenly phone ring. thought it just normal call from coll or office. mana tau is from bb..!!!

dem hapi. fai fai answer. fai fai say i miss her. bb is in phuket. stop there for wat onli bb know la. its been a while, no no, it almost 1 month no news n now got call from bb. so damn hapi. the onli thing i remember talk 2 her is the 1st conversation wif bb ge mommy. bb oso feel funny. then too hapi wat i talk oso forgot jor. hapi ma. who not hapi the loves one call le.

then got sms, but in thai, phone charge a bit expensive la. rm1 per sms. rm2 per min call. haf to budget a bit le. bb veli hapi after b pay slip. but still need jimat a bit. bb need jaga family oso. so hubby here help do a bit finance thing.

bb is going to korea. mebe like last time, not near shore ge le. last time go korea oso no news.

wait a while lu. but still hapi 2 get bb call. ish ish, duno how many times i say too hapi wif bb ge call. i miss bb. the doggy i still dun smell my bau. mebe i oledi nyayuk wif my own smell gua. so later bb bac onli slowly torture bb the smell. bb better becareful ya ^_^

love bb so so much

where is bb liao le??

today phone like quite bc after bb sign on for working. thought bb reach korea oledi, then bb send sms to me. mana tau maxis cilaka ka ka cau cau send spam sms. sien.

1 week liao, rusia go korea sure veli far, 1 week oso not yet reach, or still on way?? duno la.
oso last week thought got send bb sms, then check check, duno got send or not. mana tau i did not send out to bb. more than 1 week oledi onli i realise. somemore the nite after i received from bb, i told her i reply her mail oledi. finally yesterday reply to bb n veli veli confirm i do reply bb oledi. wait bb got time read sin le.

phone is awfully quiet. lucky i change to rm30 package. use less liao. onli once a while rm2 for internet connection at home. now think think next time wan use 3g or use streamyx. next year onli decide la. still got 9 more months.

now onli need think, 80 more days to south africa. need fai fai prepare jor. sleeping lace n kruger park. other activity can choose ge. so far budget is rm8.5k not yet kira makan minum n kruger park n shopping. ish ish. kan jeong liao.

but hope bb is fine all day long. working long hour sometimes kenot run buy wish bb all da best. miss bb so so much n love b so so much.

bb in russia

bb now in russia. next stop will b kortel ge country.

got bb ge sms, say been working non stop 26 hours. sure got thing happen else bb oso will not tat hardworking. as usual, engineer work is to fix thing or make thing. just like wat i done, got problem, must find way to fix, else buy new one.

but bb ge diff, but new mean multi-million, so can onli fix. mean bb ge work is more san fu than me. so treat bb more pork to ganti balik later.

actually haf some mix feeling. missing bb n oso woli for bb. its been long long time marine engineering is a man work. in fact if i c n think deeper, all tough thing is always wat ppl think is man's work, but slowly, woman adapt to the work n most of them succeeded. bb is a tough girl. definitely bb can do well.

miss bb a bit now. later on sure miss more. i just love bb. tats all

it is sucks

live without bb around seem boring. seem sien. no one to fight. no one to fool. makan oso no siok. a lot of my underwear oledi start koyak, but purposely go out buy, i veli lazy. unless bb here, die die oso must go. go awhile oso hapi. can kai kai wif bb

bb just started work 2 weeks i oledi like dis. still at least 5 months 2 weeks to go. ish ish ish. so now is hoping bb work happily. although bb said walking up n down, higher than my 5th floor apartment, veli tiring, but as long bb enjoying work will b good.

suddenly i miss her alot. phone has been terribly quiet. tooooooooooooo quiet. but life goes on. will haf to endure it. will sayang more bb next time she sign off.

i love my bb so so much

bb ge adventure

it seem 1st trip for bb is not tat smooth after all. some hitch out there. bb arrive at pudong airport, but agent never show up. forcing her n 3 more frens to take a simple amazing race adventure from pudong to lan shan. somemore bb ge shoe is a bit tight, n making bb feet pain. still bb manage to arrive safely to lan shan, guess after 4 hours bus.

at least bb is mature enuf to handle thing on her own. i m veli proud of her. now bb is on ship, still at port, n will b moving soon to russia. china oledi cold, russia is below zero. but bb is working inside ship, not shopping around. so guess will b ok for her.

few days miss bb a bit, while on sat nite, b4 sleep, keep thinking about her. mebe 1st job, mebe a bit kan jeong her. but bb handle all stuff fine at da moment. guess da ship no internet or email, else bb will sure email me oledi.

i just tell bb gambate n enjoy da work, n in return, a bit piece of pork waiting for her. gonna find all da pork shop to treat bb eat well soon.

bb finally working lu

dis time, bb haf chance to celebrate cny wif me. not the 1st or 2nd day, but as long in cny period, i m more than happi. movies,makan, kai kai, n of cox, ang pow. bb got more nag pow than me.

then got call, to report in to work. i m so hapi bb can finally start her highly ambition work n 1st step to bcum chief engineer.

but then i oso haf mix feeling, last time training, 9 month no hear or anything from her. dis time oso da same feeling. hapi bb can work, not hapi, need 6-9 months to miss her. so rite now i will b doing some thing to her. help transfer money to her parent, help top up, some little thing la. not so hard oso.

later will go klia accompany her a while. going tomiss her a while until she back. so rite now, just do my thing n enjoy single life, or miserable life.

i going to miss u bb.

bb ready for sailing??

seem bb ge fren got called to do medical check up n prepare 4 sailing. mean bb will soon receive call as well?? duno, but wish bb good luck sin. if ngam ngam cny start work, duno how bb will feel. hapi can start work n not hapi cox no angpow?? anyway, work more important for now. ang pow later can getr, sure mommy will collect for her ge. then cum bac oso got money, who not hapi cum bac tiba tiba got money le.

then cny i might no chance to celebrate wif her lo. aiya, mix feeling. but i reli hope bb can start work soon. been lepak veli long at home. later brain oso karat jor. then oso good la, if get called early, can 2 c her early oso. anyway, i guess all way oso good.

later bom AET to force them call bb for work sin. else built my own sampan for bb

bb miss my blog

bb yesterday asked, u long time no wrote blog hor.

i know its been a while. duno i lazy or just plain something else. but bb celebrate birthday wif me. 1st time, the exact date celebrate birthday wif her. not so elegant, but it is meanigful for me n oso for her.

bought her necklace. not so heavy, 5++ gram, but it look simple n nice. i duno if u bought ppl necklace mean tie up ppl tim. bb ge mommy ask dis. oso da bitch ask about it. then onli i knwo i had accidently tie up bb jor to me. dun care. tie jor will not let her go, unless go sailing la of cox.

guess bb will sail after cny gua. now Jan almost finish. still no news. at least got chance to celebrate cny wif her later on. ihope so. let all cousin c her, then bb can collect a lot ang pow. enuf to buy bb like ge thing.

tonite i making gundam, da bad guy version. da 1st time i make is macross. 2 nites in a row i sleep late just to do it. like addicted. now oledi 2.30am, still i wan to do. cham liao. mebe no sleep tonite.

but dun care la, think of spending time wif bb oso feel good jor. continute sin. finish jor let bb c my masterpiece ^_

bonus jor

today not bad. got 1 month bonus. say pay 1 month sin, the rest is currently sorting out. duno how good or how bad it gonna b.

tomolo will go melaka do work in club, so been thinking, since bb wan go shopping on fri, preparing for sailing, mebe its good if i can soposor her some of the stuff. tomolo onli bank in for her la.

now miss bb cox she just went bac not so long ago. but know will c her soon when AET call to start work soon. then can kacau her few more days b4 reli need to miss her kao kao for 6 months.

dear is having fun at home. lepak, play game, sleep, doing wat lazy man do. but it soon gonna b busy day. good la bb can relax. later busy sure miss back her lazy time.

tomolo bank in for bb. let bb hapi go shopping