bb touching story

nowadays it reli hard to get someone, specially from a family member to reli love their family throughly, without reli thinking of themself. never selfish, willing to sacrifice something for the family good. even sickness did not deter my bb from taking reli good care for her grandma.



bb is having chikukunya, gastric as well as mouth pain. bb never complaint a lot. just to say pain her and there. sometimes pain make bb moody, i guess bb having reli tough n enduring time to face. mebe one of her worst.

i has been saving the upper part of the blog some time. just thinking how long bb need to endure such the worst experience in her life. after i bac from taiwan, seem everything back to normal, at least grandma need lesser attention. grandma feeling better. but just abit annoying bb is tat grandma start to ka ka cau cau.

but bb latest blog stated in a veli positive way. bb think positively in facing everything. in fact bb has been doing in since joining alam. such a spirit.

bb will b coming to puchong then to MISC dinner soon wif CEO le. dun play play. sure the dinner is just makan makan n wif word of encouragement. but hope CEO can tell something good n bb can start work soon.

i guess bb longing to work, n oso will think will need to miss me for quite some time. dis is just part of our life v need to face. been like dis many years. still v need to face dis many years to come. v just need to gambate.

i love u bb so much.

BB finally graduate

i wanna tell to whole world that my bb finally is a certified 4th Marine Engineer graduate from ALAM (Akedemi Laut Malaysia). she had pass all the final semester paper as well as the resit paper. Congratulation bb. bb had worked hard all this year n bb reli reli deserve it.



now bb can breath easier. just wait for the convocation, proposed date on 1st Oct. might b in Melaka Alam. i still duno can attend or not, or mebe can c her far far away while i hiding in da bush, hope bb's father din c me.



suddenly i reli feel proud for bb. she worked hard while dealing with a lot sacastic coursemates. n now she haf to help wif house work. taking care of grandma. for 2 months bb worked hard to help house work, and finally, grandma is getting much much better. although bb far away from me, i can feel her love towards to bb's family is so great. n i oso know bb doing dis is to convince later i can attend bb's convo. bb is doing work from behind. dis is y i love her more n more.

not sure how her convo will look like, but i guess, it going to b nice n happening, wif all bb's family there celebrate wif her. mebe i will celebrate wif her later on in case i could not attend. mebe need to think of something as a gift.

now i wish bb sleep well after all the tiring day work she had done.

hubby love bb so so much n hubby will always love bb no matter wat.

ZzzZZzzzz

last 2 weeks i watched movie 'UP'. its an animated movie, some sort like cartoon. the starting is veli nice. girl meet boy. they get together n married. then suddenly, there is a scenei feel so touch. they together for many years, up and down for so many years, n suddenly the wife left him n gone to better place. leaving husband behind. its just out of sudden tat pop inside my mond, wat will happen if one day bb leave me for good. at tat time i a bit lose, n the whole movie got me thinking until i got home.

its been 4 days bb never talk to me or sms me. all bcox i went out nite time too frequent n even get drunk one nite. i was wondering if i ever down wrong by just going out nites. i called on thu n she never answer nor reply my sms until fri, i get the hint tat i enjoy being wif my 'fren'. well, she needed time to b alone n so i allow her to b alone until she need me.

so rite now i onli sms to wish her morning n sweet dream later on. i dun wan to bother too much her as she needed time to b alone until she need me. i duno how long she needed the time, but i guess, 1 month will b sufficient for her. i will call her again one wee, after i got bac from taiwan. but i m always here for her, in case she needed me.

the movie still playing inside my mind now, but with the picture of the cartoon slowly fading. not sure wat else will fade later on.

i still love bb, but just duno how bb feel rite now. hope she is doing good n taking good care of her grandma.

tired n sleepy

today lunch secret recipe. dem kao full. thank to my colleague. he belanja me. my bb still at her kampung. seem she a bit free n less touble to face. her grandma is getting stronger. guess in no time can kill an ox oso np le.

now bb just waiting graduation. 1 more month then she is officially grad n is ready to start work as 4th engineer.

saw her pic, which her fren posted in FB. the engine room oso veli big le. dun play play. but she sure enjoy working, cox tat is her favourite ma. but by then sure need 2 biasa again tat long long time onli can meet bb.

i love bb so much, tat i even call her to tell her i wan to ake a nap after my lunch ;p