bb finally back

bb suddenly sign off. terkejut to know emergency sign off. actually b4 bb too pain liao, then better to sign off rather than all the suffering.

bb back oso a lot thing happening happily la. makan makan. shop shop. kai kai. most important is go genting. say many time oledi n finally we went to genting. actually oso a lot unker auntie go in morning. dun play play. all go gambling one. so take 12.30 bus. n reach the 1 something. check in and straight go theme park play. not bad la. but dunno y thursday oso so bloody full with ppl. they all no need go school one ga?

dun care la. dis is hapi trip wif bb. so must kai kai happily wif bb. then play round round the cup. kena bb buli. pusing a bit feel hungry. fast fast go eat.

walking around, shop, play n most importantly, sohai fall trap to the lucky shot for the teddy bear. saw one unker play n kena so easily. then when i play, suddenly saw him jump into the counter onli i realise sohai is me kena tipu rm50 jor.

the most important thing has been done. now bb balik kg oledi. mommy n daddy sure veli miss her ge la. sure let bb go bac lu. now wait bb come again. or green light go tanah merah yeah yeah. c got luck or nto ^_^

bb in my dream

some days ago, received bb ge email. japanese doctor gave the med seem not working at all. were relief a while after some good news n now more bad news. can onli hope bb sign off soon. now bb stick to porridge n simple food again. n bb totally lost 10kg. in just 4 months, 10kg is a lot. dis is not slimming center. dis is malnutrition oledi. so now a bit woli again. duno how bb look like now.

n when my sleeping time, bb ge face pop out a lot times. smilling at me. those smile so pretty. but its onli a dream. how i hope bb is by my side giving me her sweet smile all over again. but now is july. soon aug. bb signing off soon after 5 months min. just can c bb a while b4 bb balik kg to go makan angin at bangkok wif her family.

bro now oso bac hometown, its good they one big hapi family go vacation once a while de. bb now on da way to miri. veli soon can receive call from her once she arrive. then will go either kerteh or pd. if kerteh, its easier for her to sign off n balik tanah merah. if pd, i haf chance to c her 1 or 2 days. if onli if..... c my luck lu.

now i wish bb in good health. miss bb so much. let me dream more of u to cure my missing sickness for u ^_^

love bb so so much

bb got stomach ulcer??

MIA for few weeks. 2 weeks in south africa to watch world cup and 1 week for jetlag. or plain lazy?? but my heart kenot stop lazy to think tat bb suspect herself got stomach ulcer. seem like all the symptom oso pointing to stomach ulcer as well. stool is either black or got blood wif it. been quite sometimes. bb said when hungry, sure pain. so bb been carrying biscuit wif her even during working time.

n wat i can do?? i m few thousand kilometres from her. the best i can do is search net n advice bb do and don't. it is reli heartbreaking tat ur love one not feeling well, n u kenot do anything physically to help her. onli email n sms. it seem bb 1st sailling not so smooth. a lot work la. work 36 hours non stop. then stomach ulcer. somemore bb now eat porridge more. but it is advisable to add solid food as well. else later stomach will haf some effect...... i guess.

bb now in kawasaki n bb said doctor had been arrange. hope bb get a good doctor wif good medicine. hope bb recover fast fast. i m a bit woli. in fact i m so woli. i even pray at bentong temple n wish bb working smoothly n working safely. mebe i pray less one thing. pray for bb in good health always. i guess i need to make tat prayer dis coming sat. i hope bb will recover soon.... i love u dear. n i m reli soli i kenot do anything for bb. hubby love bb veli much