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last 2 weeks i watched movie 'UP'. its an animated movie, some sort like cartoon. the starting is veli nice. girl meet boy. they get together n married. then suddenly, there is a scenei feel so touch. they together for many years, up and down for so many years, n suddenly the wife left him n gone to better place. leaving husband behind. its just out of sudden tat pop inside my mond, wat will happen if one day bb leave me for good. at tat time i a bit lose, n the whole movie got me thinking until i got home.

its been 4 days bb never talk to me or sms me. all bcox i went out nite time too frequent n even get drunk one nite. i was wondering if i ever down wrong by just going out nites. i called on thu n she never answer nor reply my sms until fri, i get the hint tat i enjoy being wif my 'fren'. well, she needed time to b alone n so i allow her to b alone until she need me.

so rite now i onli sms to wish her morning n sweet dream later on. i dun wan to bother too much her as she needed time to b alone until she need me. i duno how long she needed the time, but i guess, 1 month will b sufficient for her. i will call her again one wee, after i got bac from taiwan. but i m always here for her, in case she needed me.

the movie still playing inside my mind now, but with the picture of the cartoon slowly fading. not sure wat else will fade later on.

i still love bb, but just duno how bb feel rite now. hope she is doing good n taking good care of her grandma.